You couldn't make it up, really

Ultrasound appointment is now in, oh, 16 hours. One hour ago: large and unsavoury plug of brown mucus on routine loo trip. Now: fresh red blood and cramps. Curiously, my main emotion, at the moment, is relief - at least I am out of my uncertainty, looks like nature/my body/the Goddess has taken the D and C decision out of my hands (again), and surely a natural miscarriage at 7 w 5 d has to be less bad than one at 10 w 4 d (last time) - doesn't it?